really miss u =.=

salam, x der paper nk cter pom kat sini.. haha.. jiwe ak ngah kaco kot.. ayooo.. np la jd cm gini kan?? xper chill jer la.. kah3.. nk uat cm ner kan.. so skrg nieyh ak kene trust dia.. sbb dia x pkai phone.. phone dia ilang.. x taw la bile pat text ngan dia agy.. sedih kot... act, mcm2 ak nk cter ngan dia skrunk nieyh.. tp.. x per la tunggu jer la bile dia da der phone dulu.. if dia bace entry ak nieyh, ak nk dia taw yg ak syg gyle kat dia.. [wah! pengakuan brani nieyh.. kui3..] seriouslly really luv u dear.. hny syg sgt2 kat dear.. :) hope ur relationship kekal smpai bile2.. aminnnn......... 

I'm callin' U
With all my goals, my very soul
Ain't fallin' through
I'm in need of U
The trust in my faith
My tears and my ways is drowning so
I cannot always show it
But don't doubt my love

I'm callin' U
With all my time and all my fights
In search for the truth
Tryin'a reach U

See the worth of my sweat
My house and my bed
Am lost in sleep
I will not be false in who I am
As long as I breathe

Oh, no, no
I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U
My One & Only

I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U
all I need in my life

I'm callin' U
When all my joy
And all my love is feelin' good
Cuz it's due to U

See the time of my life
My days and my nights
so it's alright
Cuz at the end of the day
I still got enough for me and my

I'm callin' U
When all my keys
And all my bizz
Runs all so smooth
I'm thankin' U
See the halves in my life
My patience, my wife
With all that I know
Oh, take no more than I deserve
Still need to learn more

Oh, no, no
I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U
My One & Only

I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U
all I need in my life

Our relationship, so complex
Found U while I was headed straight for hell in quest
You have no one to compare to
'Cause when I lie to myself it ain't hidden from U
I guess I'm thankful
Word on the street is U changed me
It shows in my behaviour
Past present future
Lay it all out
Found my call in your house
And let the whole world know what this love is about

Yo te quiero, te extraño, te olvido
Aunque nunca me has faltado, siempre estas conmigo
Por las veces que he fallado y las heridas tan profundas
Mejor tarde que nunca para pedirte mil disculpas
Estoy gritando callado yo te llamo, te escucho, lo intento
De ti yo me alimento
Cuando el aire que respiro es violento y turbulento
Yo te olvido, te llamo, te siento

[Translation:]
I love you, I miss you, I forget you
Even though you never let me down and always are by my side
For all the times I've failed and hurt you deeply
Better later than never to give you a 1000 apologies
I'm shouting silently, callin' you, I'm listening to you, I'm tryin'
You nourish me
When the air that I breathe is violent and turbulent
I'm forgettin' you, I'm callin' you, I'm feelin' you

Oh, no, no
I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U
My One & Only

I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U...

oh, no, no
i don't need nobody
& i don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but you
MY one and only

I don't need nobody
& i don't fear nobody
I don't nobody but you
all i need in my lifee 

this song dedicate to you... i always love u forever ! 

nota choco ; adlie areeff, hny windu dear sgt5 oke ! 

sakit ahy + jiwa kacau + frust !! damn !!!!!!!!!

salam n morning . urmmmmmmmmmmm... ak tarik nafas panjang ary nieyh... mcm2 ak nk story kat sini.. tp takot koeunk semua muak plk kan.. huhu.. tp ader ak kesah ker?? nieyh blog ak so ak nk tulis ap pom x sala kan?? kah2... today ary senin, ary yg ak rase sgt5.. sedih kot.. yer la ak x pat g raptai konvo ak ary nieyh.. even dlm aty ak nk sgt2 jmp ngan kwn2 ak... ayooooooooo ... semua nyer secara x sengaja la kan..ayah kwn ak meninggal ary sabtu.. so famlily ak ngan family dia nieyh agak rapat gk la.. so mama ak decide kan ak x g konvo.. hancus kot aty ak... yer la bile agy nk konvo kan?? [jiwe membrontak nieyh.!!] tp nk uat cm ner..... hurmmm... yg pasti ak mmg frust gyle2 largh... grrrrrrrrrr

al-kisah seekor kucing yang benama 'MEK' dan anak2nya.. [CHUMEK N COMOT]

Urmmm x taw la nape tibe2 aty ak sedih plk en.. tgk jer la tittle entry ak jer korunk da taw kan? Chop chop ! siapa mek yg ak maksudkan?? Haaaa... mek yg ak maksudkan tuh adalah seekor tucen ak time ak studdy kat sabak bernam dulu duhhh.. ak lah yg bg name ‘mek’ kat tucen tuh taw.. last2 melekat kami semua panggil tucen tuh mek.. ehehehe.. =.=  walaopon mek ak nieyh da tua kuwus jew.. tp mek nieyh garang taw... kah3.. adeq ak dia pena cakar weyh..!! padahal ngan kami semua x pena mek nieyh cakar.. hu3.. ^_^ dalam mase 6 bulan ak kat sabak bernam, means final semester ak kat saner dlm diam si mek ak nieyh pegnen... hahahaha... sbb ak tgk si mek nieyh lemah semacam jor.. ak pom weird la kan.. then ak ckp ngan kwn2 ak yg si mek nieyh pegnen... kelaka pom ad kan...  korunk nk taw ap mknan si mek nieyh?? Roti gardinia ikan bilis taw.. si mek nieyh mmg suke mam roti tuh... selalunya org laen bile bela tucen, bg mam nasi ngan ikan kembung kan? Yer la kami semua x mampu nk bg si mek nieyh mkn cm tuh ary2.. hu3.. tp ok la si mek nieyh x meragam sgt... dgr ckp kami semua.. =.= pendek cter si mek nieyh seekor tucen yg patuh arahan la.. 

One day... jeng jeng jeng.... si mek nieyh nk beranak... jd kwn ak iaitu nora ngan aien menyambut kelahiran anak2 comel mek... bangga...!! dlm uma ak der mak bidan tucen..!! kui3...  mek selamat melahirkan 3 ekor anak.. tp malangnya yg sekor mati sbb myb mek x bersihkan anak yg sekor tuh.. [bhs kasar ‘jilat’ anak] . yer la kan kan bru jer beranak jd si mak tucen nieyh kene la jilat darah anak nyer.. tol x?? Tuh yg selalu ak tgk kat tucen yg ak bela la kan.. jd sok pg ak ngan aien g tanam mayat anak mek yg maty tuh kat depan uma... siap buat batu nisan agy taw... sian anak mek yg last... tp nk uat cm ner kan.. huhuhu... ^_ >. Jd tinggal la 2 ekor anak mek.. sekor name nyer chumek, yg sekor agy comot.. beza nyer just bhg idung tucen tuh jer.. sekor x der tanda itam, yg sekor agy ad tnda itam.. sgt2 la comel taw... halus jew kulit chumek ngan comot nieyh...  kami membela mek ngan ank2 nyer smpai la besa.. smpai la chumek ngan comot pandai berlari2 taw.. siap gurau2 pom bole... yang kelaka nyer kan, kami semua dpt gelaran ‘nenek’... hahahaha.. yg ak diorg bg nek ma, erni lak nek bu, nora nek mi, ain nek mak... mmg sonok la... tp syg sgt ak igt nk bwk mek ngan ank2 tuh stay uma ak.. tp keadaan memaksa ak time tuh.. anak2 mek plk tah kemana... tp ak harap lepas kami semua tinggalkan mek ngan anak2 mek ada la org yg sudi jaga mek ngan ank2 mek... sedih plk... huhuhu....kenangan ak membela mek ngan anak2 mek x kan luput kat igatan ak smpai bile2... windu ngan mek ngan anak2 mek sgt2....

tgk..!! betapa syg nyer ibu kpd anak nyer...mek memeluk anaknyer si chumek..
yg si comot lak kat kwn ak sorg agy.. :) comeyh jer kan?? pic nieyh lak bukan ak yg snap,
tp aien yg snap pic nieyh.. so, ak pom curik2 amik pic nieyh kat phone dia.. sowie ea aien.. kui3...

windu nan mek sgt2.. haiz... 

mek nieyh malu2 sikit snap photo.. kui3...:) time nieyh mek pegnen..

miss u !

just wanna says ; dear......!!!! i miss u fucking damn much yah ! really miss u baby , dunno whut to says... but my heart really miss u !

pemberitahuan !

salam , selamat petang kpd follower saia sekalian , rmai yg tnya cm ner nk taw ngan lebih detail pasal entry crocs yg ak post minggu lepas kot.. ehehe x sure la tarikh nyer bile kan.. so tuan punya online shopping da uat blog dye sendiri haa nieyh link blog nyer.. http://raybancrocsshoes.blogspot.com/ korunk follow la ea.. :) kat situ byk info cm ner korunk nk order barang, brg ap yg korunk nk tuh keyh.. tp bile korunk bukak blog nieyh , kasut crocs lom ad agy lol.. just rayban spek jer.. lawa2 weyhhh ! try la usha keyh.. :) sekali agy ak mohon maap if rmai yg tnya cm ner nk berurusan nk beli brg tuh ea..  maap sgt2..  ok la chaw !!

oyeah !!! :)

hye semua.. salam ! saia kembali memblogg kat sini.. today entry kali nieyh besh kot.. huhu... guest whut ? td pg ak meet kwn baek ak weyhhh.. damn ! really miss him so much la.. ha3.. senyum memanjang jer la ak ary nieyh en.. ehehehe... :) even kejap jew meet dia but bg ak mmg besh sgt2.. yer la lmer kot x meet dia ouh.. agy pom dia bz ngan study n part time work dia.. so x mao la distrub dia sgt.. kui3.. apakah?? ok la tuh jer la cter tok ary nieyh.. chaw !! 

*mood ; happy + besh = senang haty =.= *

pelesit oh pelesit....

salam semua.! ak nk tnya la kat korunk, zaman skrunk nieyh korunk cyer gx ngan PELESIT?? ala.. yg selalu geget smpai lebam tuh..?? pena ta korunk mengalaminya?? lau korunk pena m'galaminya meyh r share ngan ak.. ak selalu kene geget ngan pelesit nieyh taw.. tp perents ak jer x taw.. yer la kan, cube korunk pikir korunk x terhantuk or tersandung paper tibe2 bgn pg jer da der kesan lebam kat kaki la, kat lengan la n kat mner2 agy la kan..? sape x pelik kan?? menda nieyh la selalu ak alami skrunk.. even time ak studdy dulu pom selali gk ak kene geget nieyh..bukan ak nk bangga nk swh PELESIT tuh geget ak, ta... sakit taw sbnrnya.. kdg2 ak sendiri pom pelik la.. nape la jd cm nieyh kat ak... 1 ary tuh mama ak tnya np ngan kaki ak? ak ckp la 'biase la ma.. hantu suke ngan along kot..' then mama ak ckp x bole dibiarkn selalu lau da kerap sgt kene.. then mama ak g berubat mintak air... ilang kejap.. x der la npk kesan2 lebam kat bdn ak nieyh.. lps 1 week menda yh same ulang alik... ak pom buntu n x taw nk uat cm ner dah... b4 ak tdow ak bace surah 3 kul , ayat kursi ngan al-fatihah...

nieyh ak nk share cter ngan korunk nieyh.. bukan la ak nk takotkan korunk keyh.. just nk
share cter jer ngan korunk.. time tuh ak terjaga around 2 pg la kot.. ak pom x pasti..then bile ak nk gerak kan kaki ak ak rase berat gyle2 la... sbb ak da agak dah mesti 'pelesit' tuh sdg menjalankan keje dia.. bile ak pandang depan, ak npk 1 lembaga itam rambut panjang duduk depan kaki ak.. ak trus la bace ayat kursi.. lmer2 menda tuh ilang... bile sok pg ak bgn tgk kat kaki ak lebam nyer besar gyle2.. cm kene hentak ngan objek keras je.. pdhal kene geget ngan pelesit... sejak tuh ak rase bile ak nk tdo jer cm takot jer.. kdg2 ak pure2 pejamkan mter ak nieyh x bole gk.. terbayang2 duhhh.. melainkan lau ak penat sgt2 la.. mmg tdow x igt ap la.. hahaha...
so tuh la story ak nk share ngan korunk.. lau korunk der pengalaman cm nieyh meyh la share ngan ak.. :)

haa korunk tgk la sendiri betapa LEBAM nyer kaki ak duhhh... haizzz

him ! :)

holla semua camat malam.. entry nieyh khas tok org kat ats nieyh.. dia da curik aty ak kot.. hehehe... dia da bikin ak gumbira semula duhhh :) new life with him ! so, skrg nieyh ak ngan dia skrunk ngh kenal aty budi masing2 la kan.. so ak x mao la rush sgt relationship ak ngan dia kali nieyh.. x mao da jd cm dulu duhh.. nevernevernever ! hope this relationship kekal smpai bile2 la kan.. amin... :)

sifat yg ak suke kat dia ;

1. dia x memilih [mean ak dri segi rupa. bg dia tuh x penting.. yg penting haty mao ikhlas :)]
2. dia baek
3. dia romantik [auwwww..!!]
4. dia take care kat ak
5. dia selalu bg ak nasihat
6. even ak x pena jmp dia agy, tp ak rase aty dia tulus syg n shenta kat ak.. [insyallah..]
7. perkenalan ak ngan dia melalui laman sosial FACEBOOK !! duhhh.. hahaha bole thn... :)

mood ak skrg ; sedang dilamun chenta larghh ! =.=